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((Giving this another shot.))
So...I'm back now. Sorry I couldn't reply to anyone before, I was kinda busy. I came home last night actually, but went to bed right away and...anyway. Thanks for everyone's support.
I didn't really explain this, but grandma had a heart attack yesterday morning. Pretty stupid, really. You'd think after almost 60 years of smoking she'd... Well I knew it would come someday, just not this soon. Maybe I'm still in shock. But I should have paid more attention to her, I should have noticed. And now I can't do anything. I have to wait at home AGAIN while she's recovering in the hospital. I hate waiting. Why am I always...
Hell, I'm keeping the rest of this private. Not coming to school today either.
The house is so quiet now...no chain saw, no banging, no yelling. Just me and Den alone. When I came back last night I was so...exhausted. And Den was waiting for me, whimpering. I'd left her alone the whole day. I hugged her, and her whimpers seemed to echo off the walls...
But I'm so glad Ed was there for me the whole time. It felt so reassuring just having him next to me, holding my hand. I don't know what I would have done without him. I hope it never comes to that. NEVER. I wouldn't be able to handle it.
...Maybe I'll go back to sleep again.
So...I'm back now. Sorry I couldn't reply to anyone before, I was kinda busy. I came home last night actually, but went to bed right away and...anyway. Thanks for everyone's support.
I didn't really explain this, but grandma had a heart attack yesterday morning. Pretty stupid, really. You'd think after almost 60 years of smoking she'd... Well I knew it would come someday, just not this soon. Maybe I'm still in shock. But I should have paid more attention to her, I should have noticed. And now I can't do anything. I have to wait at home AGAIN while she's recovering in the hospital. I hate waiting. Why am I always...
Hell, I'm keeping the rest of this private. Not coming to school today either.
The house is so quiet now...no chain saw, no banging, no yelling. Just me and Den alone. When I came back last night I was so...exhausted. And Den was waiting for me, whimpering. I'd left her alone the whole day. I hugged her, and her whimpers seemed to echo off the walls...
But I'm so glad Ed was there for me the whole time. It felt so reassuring just having him next to me, holding my hand. I don't know what I would have done without him. I hope it never comes to that. NEVER. I wouldn't be able to handle it.
...Maybe I'll go back to sleep again.