I'm an idiot.
And so glad he's gone.
Damn..what the hell was I thinking? Making out with Kevin on the couch just like a bloody teenager!
It just happened, and I didn't do a thing to stop it. I was saying good night to him when he stood up, and gave me a good night kiss on my cheek. I don't know why but we just looked at each other for a moment and then kissed, for real. We stood kissing for the longest time, and then he sat back down on the couch and pulled me onto his lap. That's when I could have stopped it, I could have said no, but I didn't. I couldn't. It was just so nice to be kissing him. Next think I knew we were lying on the couch and making out. God, he's so hot, and those lips, that tongue...drove me wild. I'm so glad one of the girls had to get up, or I'm sure we would have ended up naked and melded together. Christ, I'm hot just thinking about it.
Now...this is where I remind myself of the important things here. HE'S MARRIED!! He's married, he's a celebrity, he's got a lifestyle going on that I have no clue about and don't really want to know. Get a grip, Lulu!!
I'm really rethinking my decision to go to New York this weekend, but I'm not sure about the girls. They'd never forgive me if I backed out now. I guess I'll just have to be a grownup, and curb myself. I need an unattached fuck buddy right now. Right this very minute!!
Damn!
Damn..what the hell was I thinking? Making out with Kevin on the couch just like a bloody teenager!
It just happened, and I didn't do a thing to stop it. I was saying good night to him when he stood up, and gave me a good night kiss on my cheek. I don't know why but we just looked at each other for a moment and then kissed, for real. We stood kissing for the longest time, and then he sat back down on the couch and pulled me onto his lap. That's when I could have stopped it, I could have said no, but I didn't. I couldn't. It was just so nice to be kissing him. Next think I knew we were lying on the couch and making out. God, he's so hot, and those lips, that tongue...drove me wild. I'm so glad one of the girls had to get up, or I'm sure we would have ended up naked and melded together. Christ, I'm hot just thinking about it.
Now...this is where I remind myself of the important things here. HE'S MARRIED!! He's married, he's a celebrity, he's got a lifestyle going on that I have no clue about and don't really want to know. Get a grip, Lulu!!
I'm really rethinking my decision to go to New York this weekend, but I'm not sure about the girls. They'd never forgive me if I backed out now. I guess I'll just have to be a grownup, and curb myself. I need an unattached fuck buddy right now. Right this very minute!!
Damn!