Dreams are illusions of our desires that are better left untold!!!!!
Why do people find it imprudent to look and talk to yourself in the mirror, as if there were another person looking and gazing back at you? Why is it so irrational to believe that in this world you can only really trust yourself, and even then it is questionable? Today I took a glimpse in the mirror and began reciting all the things that were bothering me, things that I didn’t agree with that I was doing to myself, and things that I wished to change about myself starting today… We had a delightful conversation about Rachele, and how I’m scared for a lot of things in her life to come, things that I have already defeated, but then again wished I would have saved the battle for another person/occasion in my life.
I started crying today, and Chris came running in the bathroom thinking something was wrong, and when I proceed to tell him that the person I was looking at in the mirror was making me cry he told me I have tribulations! Why is it so damn insane to have a conversation with yourself?
People who have a problem looking into the mirror and asking themselves questions are too frightened that the answer they are looking for isn’t the one that is going to come out, that is why we look to others for the answers, because if we hear the unethical one from them it is painless to lash out at someone else, that it is at ourselves. Only problem, I’ve been lashing and slashing at myself for to many, long GOSH DAMN YEARS!
Go look at yourself, and admit to yourself everything that you have done dishonest, regret, and want to do, you will feel like a whole new person, and you will thank yourself for being so scrupulous!
Jozzy