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Ok so I can't sleep. Again. I have nothing really in particular to say, but for the sake of boredom I will just type the things that come to mind. Amy Winehouse gets me. I love that freaking album. Rutgers is probably the worst University on the PLANET in terms of how they treat their students. It's disorganized to the point where they literally fuck you over. But thankfully, I resolved all those school issues before I got serious. I wish that other problems could be that easy to handle. When it comes down to it, I know what I need to do, what I should be doing, but I can't bring myself to that point. I don't mean to cause myself the stress but it happens. The real challenge is learning how to do what you need to do. Teaching yourself that things get better when you move on. It's the fact that you have to somewhat break yourself out of your mold to get to where you want, and the thought of change makes me uncomfortable, yet avoiding it is what creates these problems in the first place. Just getting this out makes me feel 100 times better and more confident in what I have to do.
I am proud of myself. I stuck to something I have put off for a long time and I am continuing my progress. =]
That's it for tonight, I've reached my limit.
I am proud of myself. I stuck to something I have put off for a long time and I am continuing my progress. =]
That's it for tonight, I've reached my limit.