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Last night I came to some realizations that made me both scared and sad. I wish my thoughts and feelings would be more clear to me. I feel like I am in a big haze and I cant see where I am going. Too bad it wasnt a real haze of Lucy! But really it is making me scared. I am scared of getting hurt. I am scared of never being loved. I want to be someones princess. I dont want to share anymore. I want to be the only person that he thinks about. In this haze I am about to trip over something really big and fall really hard, right on my beautiful face.