Oct 25, 2005 23:17
i dont know what to say. i am so sad. i dont think anyone can trust me or i can not ever be trusted by anyone. but i can be trusted. but i dont think anyone can belive me. maybe im just over reacting. i dont like myself and i want to change. the feeling of having to go to school sickens me and it makes me feel worse. i am sorry to everyone i have ever disappointed.
my head still hurts and worse and i think i am jsut getting sicker...