Jul 06, 2005 22:59
things have been so weird latley... i feel very...confused. I have so many thoughts and ?s but im jsut to scared to ask them...its been hiting me really hard the past few days. I just have the same ? pop in my mind all the time...but i just wonder if anything changed between me and joey,i mean dont get me wrong were doing great..i love him to death but who would still wanna hang out with me..and be my freind. bc i feel like if me and joey are over...its over between alot of people and i hope that would never happen. ppl come to visit us at his house...but if i didnt go there would they still wanna see me...i wanna see who my true friends are and i hope they would still wanna hang out with me bc i know i still would want to with them...
n e who... Today i spent the day at cains with colleen. it was FuN! execpt i got Shat on by his racoon! omg it was grose i wanted to barf...i just gagged...i get sick soo easy! i didnt even realize it did bc it was laying on me...and i went to itch my stomach and it was wet..so i thought it just pissed then i looked and YUCK there was soooo mcuh shit! it runny and everything i kept gaging and ugh...colleen took care of me and we washed my clothes...so im wearing cains clothes..
Colleen- im soorry u got so hurt tonight!