Mar 22, 2005 15:20
I've decided to
stay out of people's lives completely...Even if i think i am helping,
someone will always have a problem with it and bitch about it...
My day was probably one of the shittiest days. I had the
impression and was told that a certain couple were pissed at me.
One goes to this school...i was just trying to make you happy.
I'm sorry if you thought i was trying to wreck things or make things
bad. ou were pissed because of Saturday night...im sry...i didnt
mean too, hopefully u know who u r... I was just trying to help, but
ill stop getting involved, 'meddling', i ll let you deal with how your
life is..ill just stay out completley..if thats what you guys said u
wanted. or at least one that i heard. I hope you tell
me your true feelings on the matter from saturday, if you were
mad or what.. because i was told "i pissed you off" i wasnt even
the one that called or talked to or n e thing.. now im going to feel
ackward around u two becasue i feel i will be "meddling" or have
somethingto do with ur life...not so much u as ur boyfriend..i dont
want him to hate me either becasue ive known him since a little
kid. BUT one of u said " stop acting like a 15 yr old girl"
uhh...i am a 15 yr old girl..so how am i suppse to act? I kept thinking
im not even the one making the big deal..so dont make it a big deal and
getting other people involved. there was just so much more going
through my head but im not getting into details... but im over it now
and i am sorry :( if i upset u. sry to both of u. ill stop
"meddling" so dont wry...
i just wnated to let u two know im sry and ill stop... i only
was"involved" in what i did because u said u liked him. otherwise
i wouldnt.. i might b makingmore of a b.d then it is but the way iheard
what hepped one of u were PISSED! and made a BIG deal.
when i heard what happed i was stressed all fuckin day...it blew up in
my face. i hope i dont hear the story agagin about stopping bc i
get the picture...ill freak.
So forgive me please and i wont be involved in ur life's completely n e more if thats what u want and think is best.