mass suicide at walmart!!!

Mar 22, 2005 15:20

I've decided to stay out of people's lives completely...Even if i think i am helping, someone will always have a problem with it and bitch about it...
My day was probably one of the shittiest days.  I had the impression and was told that a certain couple were pissed at me.  One goes to this school...i was just trying to make you happy.  I'm sorry if you thought i was trying to wreck things or make things bad.  ou were pissed because of Saturday night...im sry...i didnt mean too, hopefully u know who u r... I was just trying to help, but ill stop getting involved, 'meddling', i ll let you deal with how your life is..ill just stay out completley..if thats what you guys said u wanted.  or at least one that i heard.  I hope you  tell me your true  feelings on the matter from saturday, if you were mad or what.. because i was told "i pissed you off"  i wasnt even the one that called or talked to or n e thing.. now im going to feel ackward around u two becasue i feel i will be "meddling" or have somethingto do with ur life...not so much u as ur boyfriend..i dont want him to hate me either becasue ive known him since a little kid.  BUT one of u said " stop acting like a 15 yr old girl" uhh...i am a 15 yr old girl..so how am i suppse to act? I kept thinking im not even the one making the big deal..so dont make it a big deal and getting other people involved.  there was just so much more going through my head but im not getting into details... but im over it now and i am sorry :( if i upset u.  sry to both of u.  ill stop "meddling" so dont wry...
 i just wnated to let u two know im sry and ill stop... i only was"involved" in what i did because u said u liked him.  otherwise i wouldnt.. i might b makingmore of a b.d then it is but the way iheard what hepped one of u were PISSED! and made a BIG deal.
when i heard what happed i was stressed all fuckin day...it blew up in my face.  i hope i dont hear the story agagin about stopping bc i get the picture...ill freak.

So forgive me please and i wont be involved in ur life's completely n e more if thats what u want and think is best.
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