you sound so...i want to know the secret
why is it that there is nothing i can do to help you?
why am i doomed to sit here on the cold floor with my hands tied behind my back?
the rope is cutting into my wrists, and i bleed.
"Don't pull me close now, pull me closer"
i am struggling to untie the knots, but there seems to be no way out.
i am stuck here with my own thoughts and despair.
is this the day that i have written one of those romantically vague and ambiguous lj entries? oh, i have succumbed!
"this is how we know, this is how we go, this is how we know."
riding in the car today with Max, i felt happy. good music, good company, good car, what's not to like? the trip was, in the end, virtually futile, but i enjoyed it none of the less.
i want to know the secret. the secret to the formula for the right words. i repeat the same prase over and over, and it gets me nowhere. i am still stranded in this desert of helplessness. i feel useless and pathetic, and no cars are anywhere in sight. there is no kind stranger here to give me a lift. will i ever know the answer? if you do, please tell me. share the wealth.
where does the magic come from?
who is to blame... for life?
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love, Ella
why am i doomed to sit here on the cold floor with my hands tied behind my back?
the rope is cutting into my wrists, and i bleed.
"Don't pull me close now, pull me closer"
i am struggling to untie the knots, but there seems to be no way out.
i am stuck here with my own thoughts and despair.
is this the day that i have written one of those romantically vague and ambiguous lj entries? oh, i have succumbed!
"this is how we know, this is how we go, this is how we know."
riding in the car today with Max, i felt happy. good music, good company, good car, what's not to like? the trip was, in the end, virtually futile, but i enjoyed it none of the less.
i want to know the secret. the secret to the formula for the right words. i repeat the same prase over and over, and it gets me nowhere. i am still stranded in this desert of helplessness. i feel useless and pathetic, and no cars are anywhere in sight. there is no kind stranger here to give me a lift. will i ever know the answer? if you do, please tell me. share the wealth.
where does the magic come from?
who is to blame... for life?
42
love, Ella