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ok so today was my last full day of highskool. tomorrow is a half a day and then the following week i have 2 45 minute finals each day. alot of people dont take the finals so its their last day tomorrow. now that im home thinking about it, its really sad. everything will be different from now on. im now gonna go to skool everyday. im not gonna see the same people everyday like i have been for the past four years. it kinda sux. me christian apologetics teacher was telling us earlier in the year how it gets really sad toward the end. she was saying how alot of people that go to my skool(john carroll) went to st anastatias for elemtary. which mean alot of people in my grade have been going to skool togetehr for 13 years, and after tomorrow and after graduation some of them will never see each other again. four years of me eating lunch with the same people everyday. 4 years of me having homeroom with the same people everyday. my skool is pretty small, maybe 150 seniors tops. so everybody knows evreybody. now alot of us are leaving. alot of people got scholarships to skools in other states. alot are going to college far away. its just weird. not really hitting everyone yet, and its weird cuz my teacher told us in the begginning of the year that it gets rough at the end because people who have been best friends forever are gona start fighting and hate each other. she said its because people get so sad when they realize everything is gonna change, they wont be able to see and be with the same people the way they used to, and it scares them and makes them sad and they replace that with anger.its funny cuz this last week its been happening all over. alot of people are fighting with best friends. some of them stopped tlaking. alot of peopel are making up with people theyve hated for a long time. people are starting to hang out with people thye never hgave before all of the sudden. everythign is jsut happening really fast and imt kinda sitting back shooting the shitt watching it happen. idk. everyuthing will be different now.
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