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As if not to speak too soon, Justin and I broke up.
Ok, he got invited to a party that is being thrown by a girl that likes him and he likes/liked her too. I wasn't invited to it, sooo...I found that to be kind of strange. He won't let me meet her because I'll be too 'bitchy.' I just think he is avoiding the issue here. So I got mad that he won't even introduce me to her, won't even let me drop him off. Who DOESN'T find that strange????? I do. COMPLETELY!!!!!
Anyway, I don't know what is going to go on...I really have no clue...I just want to move on, I know that much. I'm so tired of being hurt by guys.
On a lighter note, I hung out with John today!!!!! I was so happy. :) He is awesome. He and I went to the mall and also, to lunch. :) It was a nice day, all windy and cool, playing Panic At the Disco. Thank you, John. It was a fun and nice time. :)
Anyway, I am getting my breaks done later and then I am going back home to sleep. I am running on like three hours of sleep. It's pretty bad. I can't eat, my stomach is sooooo upset. I hate it...
Oh, also, I like someone that most of you know...it's so weird, but I have been thinking about this for a while and I am going to give up my nerve to ask him out at some point soon. :) It will be nice. At least, I REALLY hope so. :)
I am going to go...see you guys around. BYE!!!!!
Ok, he got invited to a party that is being thrown by a girl that likes him and he likes/liked her too. I wasn't invited to it, sooo...I found that to be kind of strange. He won't let me meet her because I'll be too 'bitchy.' I just think he is avoiding the issue here. So I got mad that he won't even introduce me to her, won't even let me drop him off. Who DOESN'T find that strange????? I do. COMPLETELY!!!!!
Anyway, I don't know what is going to go on...I really have no clue...I just want to move on, I know that much. I'm so tired of being hurt by guys.
On a lighter note, I hung out with John today!!!!! I was so happy. :) He is awesome. He and I went to the mall and also, to lunch. :) It was a nice day, all windy and cool, playing Panic At the Disco. Thank you, John. It was a fun and nice time. :)
Anyway, I am getting my breaks done later and then I am going back home to sleep. I am running on like three hours of sleep. It's pretty bad. I can't eat, my stomach is sooooo upset. I hate it...
Oh, also, I like someone that most of you know...it's so weird, but I have been thinking about this for a while and I am going to give up my nerve to ask him out at some point soon. :) It will be nice. At least, I REALLY hope so. :)
I am going to go...see you guys around. BYE!!!!!