yoku dekimashita.
ive been kind of dislocated recently. i feel like i have an emotional/intellectual phantom itch. you know the kind, im sure: youll go to scratch, but it kind of relocates to somewhere like the small of your back? i feel like by the time im able to catch up with myself, ill be feeling/thinking something altogether different. i need to stop. and idle. and maybe pick up meditation again. i need to gather, i feel like cloudy water.
oh, and ive been considering dropping out of school.
... the two are probably related.
i went to a party tonight. there were some decent bands, notably a japanese girl-'punk' band and a ROCKROCK group that covered devo and berlin. it was the first and probably last moshpit ill ever see set to the words 'riding on the metro'.
i was feeling a bit socially reclusive for most of the evening, but i thankfully found a really cool person to talk to. we shared a good conversation and i felt like 'myself' for the first time in a while, if a little nervous. she told me about this tibetan buddhist temple, which would be perfect were i to start taking up meditation again. i think ill head over there tomorrow, hanging out with monks strikes me as a perfect way to spend valentines day... rrrg.
oh, and ive been considering dropping out of school.
... the two are probably related.
i went to a party tonight. there were some decent bands, notably a japanese girl-'punk' band and a ROCKROCK group that covered devo and berlin. it was the first and probably last moshpit ill ever see set to the words 'riding on the metro'.
i was feeling a bit socially reclusive for most of the evening, but i thankfully found a really cool person to talk to. we shared a good conversation and i felt like 'myself' for the first time in a while, if a little nervous. she told me about this tibetan buddhist temple, which would be perfect were i to start taking up meditation again. i think ill head over there tomorrow, hanging out with monks strikes me as a perfect way to spend valentines day... rrrg.