i havent updated in like 5 million years!! sry guys!!

[i_love_you1545]

haha so i def havent updated in like 5,000,000 years so....ok that guy that i liked i got to know him and figured out he's a real asshole...i went to talk to him at one onf the games and he was w/ his friends so he was to good to talk to me, so then when i got home we got into a fight on the internet....so we didnt talk to eachother for 2 weeks...and then yesterday he randomly decided to start talking to me again, and i told him i was like so now its ok to talk ot me? and he couldnt think of anything to so haha it was kinda funny but so yea now world history isnt as boring but...ok so then i met this really hot guy and now i eat lunch w/ him...i liked him for like a week i think but then i was just like screw it b/c he is the dumbest creature you'll ever meet-(he seriously thinks eggs grow on trees- yea thats what i mean) haha so and he has a g/f but w/e i met her and she was really sweet to me....ok so this guy that i like, he's the sweetest guy in the world and he's kinda cute too, but at the game he asked out this girl, ok so b4 that he told a bunch of my friends that he was gonna ask me out if she said no (so im guessing he figured she was gonna say no? but i dunno) so yea after the game i found out she said no, so theni went to talk to him, and said something to morgan that really made me think...i mean it was just something that made me think all weekend and all weekend i was trying to figure out if all of this was true...so finally on tues i said something to him but he wouldnt really talk about it...but oh well i think that kinda made him think twice about some stuff b/c i dont think he wanted people to know but almost everyone does...i dunno its all to confusing hes still really nice and he's not really acting wierd, but i dont understand him so im just gonna do wahtever and if he likes me then thats great, that would be awesome, and if not i guess oh well theres nothing i can do about it but just be friends w/ him...but im tired of liking guys and sitting around and wondering for a long time wether or not they like me and then finding out that they dont so from now on if a guy likes me then thats great f=if not we can still be friends....yea i wonder how long that'll last...i wish it was really that easy, but we all know its not...ok well im supposed to be working on a project that i have to finish by tomorrow...so i guess i'll go do that now...i love you guys!!!

<33Ashley