confused?
well i've been thinking...how come whenever i like a guy he never likes me...thats always how it is i mean and i just so ugly that no1 wants to go out w/ me?? i dont understand, i guess im just not good enough for the guys that i like i mean this guy will one day give me the impression that i have a chance but the next day just kinda blow me off....i guess i'll just give up b/c after the summer i probably wont see him anymore, oh well i guess i'll meet more people once we start school maybe that'll help....well just thought i get that off my mind, but anyways friday was the last day of volleyball tryouts and i didnt make it (surprise, surprise) but i met a lot of people b/c of volleyball so i am glad that i tried out!!so after tryouts we went down to the lake and stayed until wed and then came back so i could go to orientation, and were going back to the lake tonight...and coming back sun....but im not going to get to see *him* anymore b/c school starts....but oh well, its not like i'll see him anymore anyways....i'm gonna go watch tv or something....peace.
*ashley*
*ashley*