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I want to be in love that is it. It was nice..or the thought of being in love..whether I was or wasn't..isn't the case. I thought I was and It was an amazing feeling. I know it's not smart to get wrapped up into one guy..believe me I know. I have gotten my heart broken doing that..but guys are my weakness. I'm lonely yet I can do without an asshole..for sure. I want a gentleman definitely. I guess I'll be alone for a while If that is what I am looking for lol. I got treated like shit before and well I'm fuckin' fed up with getting treated like that..though that was a lot of my fault. Casue I stuck around..but anyways. My point is..I'm trying to make smarter choices because of the mistakes I have made in the past. I often have to learn the hard way to actually learn. I think It is good to make mistakes and I think It's important to have relationships whether they are good or bad..they ultimately make you stronger and make you who you are today. I also think it's important to stay young as long as you can and enjoy everyday that you have been given.
~I like you but I understand the circumstances and what you have told me. I just want to know If you have ANY feelings at all..whether you can act on them at the moment doesn't matter..I just want to know If anything will happen in the future. You are an awesome guy and I do not know If you know that so that is why I am telling you. You always make me laugh and smile and you have this awesome attitude about life and you just don't care about shit..and I think that is really awesome and good.~