Apr 21, 2008 21:46
So everyday something feels different and the plans I keep making are changing and evolving. And Now I feel like I might actually kind of be living in the now because i certainly don't know what I'm doing later, and what happened before is all just too silly to think about.
I think If I were actually to build things I would get attached to everyone of them, I guess I should stick to pies really, they're more like sand castles and no one can live in a sand castle, and if they did they'd be walking around homeless most of the time.
I tried to watch a few movies tonight but they're all too slow. I have not had this kind of manic energy since I don't know when. My moods are at an all time high most of the time at least.
I have to learn to slllllllooooooowwwwwww down...I think I'm tired. Lovely...