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hi..im not gonna be myself for a couple of days so just bare with me..(long story that i dont feel like tellin)..anyway..school sucked today. i got detention for being late for homeroom..i hate him. and i was just blah all day. its funny how every1 can tell wen somethings wrong with me even if im just normal. about 5 ppl in each class asked me. even mr dunlop..i walked up n asked for help on the test n i wasnt even actin sad or anything n he looked at me n was like..ur fighting with ur boyfriend arent you?..i can see it in ur eyes..i was like uh not fighting just problems. strange..hes so cool tho. after school steve drove michelle home n then he parked on my st for like 15 minutes. ugh i love him..but we all kno that. i want things to turn out great between us but in order for that to happen i have to suffer. ill go thru whatever it takes for him..hes the most important thing in my life. no one understands n probly never will untill ur in my position. but anyway on a better note..i think im quitting swimmin. i kno mare is n i definitly aint doin it by myself ill have no companion. i wanna quit tho..i never feel like going and it takes up my dancin skool time..its not worth it. but i still duno maybe ill have a change of heart. but right now im gonna go eat or do something interesting with my life..bye.