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i havnt really been updating in here for a while. im hardly ever online. i just dont feel like hookin it up every time. well ill tell you about my weekend..
uMm..theres not much to really tell..i went over steves every night. hes movin in like a week tho to jersey :(..im gonna miss that house. im scared i hope nothin changes between us. i just have a bad feeling..it sucks. i dont want anything to change. saturday night i was really mad at him n was actually thinking about not being with him anymore..bcuz of my reaons..but i couldnt do it. not even for a day. hes like a part of me n im not myself without him. well i told him i wasnt going over and i showed up at his house..he was really happy and it made me really happy. hes so cute..my little baby steve.
but yea..i woke up early on sunday cuz my mom wanted to re-arange my room. she said she was tired of havin wires spread accross my room to my xbox from my computer..shes weird shes barely even in my room. but i went in my moms room n tried to sleep but her bed is so uncomforable. steve 2wayed me at 11:30ish i think n i talked to him then talked to mare n i just got up. for once i was up before 12 on a weekend. mare and amanda roddy came n picked me up n we drove to pizza hut in jersey. i had no money so i got treated by them. then me n mare went in the mall..it was interesting. i was thinkin a lot tho the whole time..i couldnt get my mind off of steve cuz we were in that fight and i was still thinking about not being with him. but theres no way i couldnt do it. i kno ppl may think i give in to him or call me stupid but im not..im just in love with him and i cant stand bein without him..no1 understands. i dont give in on purpose its just a reaction and i cant help it. well at the mall we went in spencers for a while then we went into an aracade where they had DDR :). of course i had to play. i got so tired tho..im out of shape lol. then we left n went to the lakes so mare could drive around in circles then i went home.
wow im writin a lot. i just feel like talkin. i gotta go over my grandmoms now cuz she said she has a present for me ahah..like im a little girl..alright well byee<3
uMm..theres not much to really tell..i went over steves every night. hes movin in like a week tho to jersey :(..im gonna miss that house. im scared i hope nothin changes between us. i just have a bad feeling..it sucks. i dont want anything to change. saturday night i was really mad at him n was actually thinking about not being with him anymore..bcuz of my reaons..but i couldnt do it. not even for a day. hes like a part of me n im not myself without him. well i told him i wasnt going over and i showed up at his house..he was really happy and it made me really happy. hes so cute..my little baby steve.
but yea..i woke up early on sunday cuz my mom wanted to re-arange my room. she said she was tired of havin wires spread accross my room to my xbox from my computer..shes weird shes barely even in my room. but i went in my moms room n tried to sleep but her bed is so uncomforable. steve 2wayed me at 11:30ish i think n i talked to him then talked to mare n i just got up. for once i was up before 12 on a weekend. mare and amanda roddy came n picked me up n we drove to pizza hut in jersey. i had no money so i got treated by them. then me n mare went in the mall..it was interesting. i was thinkin a lot tho the whole time..i couldnt get my mind off of steve cuz we were in that fight and i was still thinking about not being with him. but theres no way i couldnt do it. i kno ppl may think i give in to him or call me stupid but im not..im just in love with him and i cant stand bein without him..no1 understands. i dont give in on purpose its just a reaction and i cant help it. well at the mall we went in spencers for a while then we went into an aracade where they had DDR :). of course i had to play. i got so tired tho..im out of shape lol. then we left n went to the lakes so mare could drive around in circles then i went home.
wow im writin a lot. i just feel like talkin. i gotta go over my grandmoms now cuz she said she has a present for me ahah..like im a little girl..alright well byee<3