Jan 28, 2005 18:12
yea hi..im havin a bad day. this morning wen i woke up steve 2wayed me n told me that his mom read the notes that i wrote him in skool. ugh. now im gonna feel like the biggest ass in front of his family. so yea im not goin over there 2nite. who knows wat im doin. i wanna be with him but theres like no where..well there is one place but he probly wont go. anyway..all day in skool i kept gettin really bad stomach pains randomly..they hurt. after skool was fun tho..sam drove me steve mare n mike home. it was pretty funny. i went to mares for 10 minutes..her niece was there shes so cute..then i walked home. i went to sleep n had some interesting dreams. the one i was in kmart with michelle n she went to try on clothes n i left her n found megan danielle nunzio chris..most of the ppl at my lunch table haha..n they were like scooterin around so i scootered with them. then we were swimmin somewhere i duno. but then this one dream was about the v-day dance n i didnt go with steve n mare didnt go with mike n we kept tryin to be with them n they didnt wanna be with us they wanted to be with their dates..yea it sucked. then steve 2wayed me n so did mare n i woke up. now im just sittin here tryin to think of wat we can do 2nite. this sucks so bad. it seems like everythings goin downhill. why cant things get better n ill get happier everyday instead of something else happenin.. i duno bye