Feb 12, 2005 19:03
Wow.. I just realized that next year we will be able to drive. We are in high school and some of us are just wasting it. Spending time with the same old people. Not attempting to meet new ones. Not putting ourselves out there to get hurt a couple more times. Sticking to the safe boyfriends and girlfriends. We are in our freshman year. And so far I dont think that I have wasted any of my time on anyone. Every decision I have made I have made with pride and I will be sticking to that. I mean some of my choices in the last few months might not have been the best ones, but that is what growing up is all about. Make choices and learning from them , wheather they be good or bad. 'Its hard to say that I was wrong, its hard to say I miss you, since youve been gone its not the same'. I miss all of you guys and gals over at Central, but be happy for me that I am starting to make new friends. I am proud of the person that I am becoming and I hope that you are all proud of yourselves too. The next three and a half years are the golden ones, dont waste them on the same people and same experiences week after week, month after month, or year after year. Dont be afraid to make new friends, or to embark on new relationships. But do remember that your old friends will always be there for you, through the good and the bad, the true will always have your back. I am sorry to anyone who I have hurt in the past, or to whomever may hate me now. Who cares. It is over petty bullshit. So to everyone who dislikes me because of some Middle School Reason, get over it and move on with your life. Forgiveness is being able to accept other people mistakes, and being able to move on with your own happiness. Remember that the next time that you get in a fight with one of your closes friends and tell him or her that you hate them. Remember all of the times that they had your back. Remember the memories.
Kelsey Marie Wilkinson !- My best memory with you was spending the night at your house last year and going to your church with you, and they had a breakfast thing after, and I dropped my cell in the toilet and you laughed for like 10 minutes. I love you and I am sorry we have grown apart.
Mollie Diane Delano !- Reffing, soccer, painting, there are so many good times with you, but my favorite would have to be the night that me and you and Courtney babysat and didnt even watch the kids we were online, and I ate the crayon. lol I love you and I cant wait for soccer to start up.
Courtney Nicole Malloy !- We dont have that many memories but I thought that you were worth putting in here. I love hanging out with you. The night of babysitting, going to Mama Lupo's and Romeo And Juliet. You trying to play the piano and Bay Coffee and Tea was just awesome. I loved it and I hope that we can start to get closer.
Heather Lynn Jacobs !- Mama Lupo's bitch 8-) I loved this past summer with you. I had so much fun on our ice cream runs, and you better believe this summer we will be doing that again. You are an amazing person and have overcome and changed so much in the past year, some for the better some for the worse. But I am glad that we are friends. ly.
Danielle Elizabeth Avery !- Are you kidding me we have known each other for freaking ever. I dont even have a favorite memory there are so many. I love hanging out with you and reffing with you. I dont know where I would be without you. You were a huge influence on me. Thank you for everything.
Alycia Quin Schwass !- Girl you know sixth grade summer tops the charts. Freaking nuts, Darby and the horse mouth. With thier damn wheat bread french toast. I would not ahve made it through that summer without you. Ly. (trisha your homegirl is whack!)
Michael David Wenglikowski !- You are my best friend and that will never change, I love you so much and I am so glad that we are as tight as we are. I dont have to talk you for a month and you still know what is going on in my life. And you help to keep me on the right track. Camping was the shit and I hope we stay tight forever.
Zachary Daniel Archuleta !- Soccer, football, video games. I love hanging out with you. You are a great friend and I am so sad without you around the corner. I miss you so much. Love you.
Bradlee Erik Paul Spyhalski !- l-o-s-e-r. that is your real name right there. Bradleelicious is my favorite memory with you. I am so glad taht we are together and I hope this lasts.
LINDSEY DAWN(Y) ERDODY! I DONT KNOW WHERE I WOULD BE WITHOUT YOUR ASS. I AM SO HAPPY THAT WE ARE BEST FRIENDS. SPIDERMAN AND BATMAN WAS THE BEST NIGHT IN HISTORY. WE HAVE SO MANY MEMORIES AND I KNOW THAT THEY ARE JUST GOING TO GET BETTER. I LOVE YOU AND THANKS FOR ALWAYS BEING THERE.
I love you all, <3 Samantha Jo Swartout