FUCk.

Oct 08, 2005 21:47

tonight me and nick were supposed to hang out right..well we didnt..i woke up at like 3pm today and called nick but apparently his phone wasnt working where he is and he didnt get my calls so he just went to his band practice..yeah so that totally blows..but on top of that im looking at jimmys myspace and i see some girl commenting on his wall and it said how her and sam maggio were dating..then i found sams myspace and he seems so different like his fav. band is blink 182 and all his favorite bands are like rock now and i dunno he just seems really different..plus his girlfriend "brittany" commented all this stuff saying i love you and i cant wait for you to come see me blah blah blah..i dont really understand why this upsets me so much..i guess i just really really liked sam and i still get jealous everytime i hear about him and another girl..i miss him and i really shouldnt because he seriosuly is the biggest asshole ever. luckily i have nick..im not mad at nick im just mad that what i wanted to happen didnt happen..he said hed call me later when hes done w band practice(and just so you know hes not in "band"..hes actually in a band haha just thought id straighten that part out..) but yeah so hopefully ill talk to him later and plan to hang out some other time. well i finished the insiders 3rd book in my spare time. it rocked
well well well guess who i just off the telle with..
nick..yeah so hes getting a new car like this week and its a a jeep grand cherokee so he said the back seats like fold down and can turn into a bed. he was like "when i saw it i was like when me and sharon go hang out at the park when we get tired we can just sleep there." i was like AWESOME haha..and he apoligized for not being able to hang out and i totally understand or w.e its just that i was looking forward to chillin w him tonight..and next weekend im booked bc i have to babysit in baton rouge all weekend and hes going to be in dallas..so whatever hopefully we will be able to hang out this week sometime..
gawd could he be anymore perfect? he's so........amazingly handsom
ha..well im going to go bc nicks about to call me back when hes done eating...
love,moi
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hey L call me tomorrow!
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