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hmm..i got like 33 days (i think) till i go to cali! YES!!!!
i just read what happened at michaels funeral.. i remember i wanted to go so bad, but my mom said no..missy didnt get attached to noah and michael like i did.. so it wasnt THAT big of a deal for her, but she KNEW it was for me, ive asked my mom MANY times if i can go visit michael..and she said no. for 4 years ive asked over adn over if i can visit michael..the person i cared about most in life.. *yes even more the ryan* and she said NO! how could she? until finally im like ok ill ask her again.. and she finally said yes. but i dont know when we're going but i dont want to go with my mom, becuase i WILl be cryign SO SO SO SOS SO SO hard and i jsut want someone to hold me when im there and i dont want it to be a girl lol
so i guess im going to burnaby british columbia canada after we go to cali..but idk what to give michael. a poem? i suck at poems, i want to give him something i meen its a memorial! *even if it wasnt, i would still bring him something* anyone got any ideas? *for those of you who are very slow..he is..dead :'( xx 9430683068*
*i made a new icon, you likey? (lol, i gotta love ryan pinkston haha) i was bored lol
i just read what happened at michaels funeral.. i remember i wanted to go so bad, but my mom said no..missy didnt get attached to noah and michael like i did.. so it wasnt THAT big of a deal for her, but she KNEW it was for me, ive asked my mom MANY times if i can go visit michael..and she said no. for 4 years ive asked over adn over if i can visit michael..the person i cared about most in life.. *yes even more the ryan* and she said NO! how could she? until finally im like ok ill ask her again.. and she finally said yes. but i dont know when we're going but i dont want to go with my mom, becuase i WILl be cryign SO SO SO SOS SO SO hard and i jsut want someone to hold me when im there and i dont want it to be a girl lol
so i guess im going to burnaby british columbia canada after we go to cali..but idk what to give michael. a poem? i suck at poems, i want to give him something i meen its a memorial! *even if it wasnt, i would still bring him something* anyone got any ideas? *for those of you who are very slow..he is..dead :'( xx 9430683068*
*i made a new icon, you likey? (lol, i gotta love ryan pinkston haha) i was bored lol