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YEs, this feeling is sickness. Sleep hasn't happened in a long long time. So much crap happening in a day it feels like one long twisted alice in wonderlandish dream. One secound i was happy and content..then i went to biology class. Yes, biology is something that isnt really beautiful unless you major in it. I personally couldn't give a pickle why or how Dna connects to Rna. I'm thinking that most people who take biology feel this way, it's just those strange people who take an interest in it who continue the long chain of pointlessness. Ok...the most biology i want to know is the study of life. It's broad i know, but it also can be anything that you want it to be. you don't need to analyse the fuck out of cell division to get the big picture. in fact, that's just it. the big picture is that Biology is the study of life. we should have stopped there. It's like ok, ok I get it now..yea there are plants and animals and..air. See? I just summarized an entire 5 chapter section of my biology book right there in one sentence. What a worthless piece of shit. The fucking thing is that worthless or not, i need a good grade so some time today i'll be needing to emerse myself in the wonderful world of chromosomes and genes for no less than 2 hours a day. i've only got 3 hours to live a day thanks to sleep. so yea why not study a dead end subject for half of my "day" to better my understanding of protien synthesis and the 25,000 steps that it goes through to regurgitate data to something something something...yea i don't even fucking get it. so horray to sour, brown snotty throat. yay! i think i'll go vomit now.