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I tend to be very complicated when it comes to my emotions. I lie about half of them anyway (ie nothing is wrong).
You know, I wouldn't need to lie if I was more assertive than I actually am. For example, I could just say "You are a moron. Please shut up and stop being stupid.", but I don't have the ability to do this, apparently, or at least do it in a way that is even somewhat effective. If I didn't have a strange fear of conflict (anyone who knows me at all should know that conflict bothers me), I would probably speak my mind all the time. I would tell people to shut up and call them morons and all that other good stuff all the time. And by people, well, there is really only a small list of people that I want to do this to, but you know.
I'm too tired for this shit. Really, I just want to scream and cry and insult certain people. Maybe it's immature (heh maybe), but I don't really care. I take a lot of crap. Especially from certain people. Certain people- I am sick of your bullshit, and if the occasion arises, maybe I will just tell you to shut your stupid little mouth and go on with your pathetic life and, if you could, STAY OUT OF MINE. I obviously hate you. Congratulations on being the only person I hate.
Don't leave me comments asking if you are said person because I'm telling you now, you are NOT said person, so please leave me alone. Don't ask me. Don't tell me I'm emo. Don't buy me black hair dye. I will probably chuck it at you. The end.
And no, I am NOT bipolar. I just hold everything in. This is what happens. I'll be fine tomorrow!
You know, I wouldn't need to lie if I was more assertive than I actually am. For example, I could just say "You are a moron. Please shut up and stop being stupid.", but I don't have the ability to do this, apparently, or at least do it in a way that is even somewhat effective. If I didn't have a strange fear of conflict (anyone who knows me at all should know that conflict bothers me), I would probably speak my mind all the time. I would tell people to shut up and call them morons and all that other good stuff all the time. And by people, well, there is really only a small list of people that I want to do this to, but you know.
I'm too tired for this shit. Really, I just want to scream and cry and insult certain people. Maybe it's immature (heh maybe), but I don't really care. I take a lot of crap. Especially from certain people. Certain people- I am sick of your bullshit, and if the occasion arises, maybe I will just tell you to shut your stupid little mouth and go on with your pathetic life and, if you could, STAY OUT OF MINE. I obviously hate you. Congratulations on being the only person I hate.
Don't leave me comments asking if you are said person because I'm telling you now, you are NOT said person, so please leave me alone. Don't ask me. Don't tell me I'm emo. Don't buy me black hair dye. I will probably chuck it at you. The end.
And no, I am NOT bipolar. I just hold everything in. This is what happens. I'll be fine tomorrow!