yea
so yea i love nick. so much. i can't even explain and i love to talk about it. so i'm going to because htis is my journal. He's so AMAZING and he makes me feel so SPECIAL. The other day i was over at his house and we were talking and i was just staring at him and i couldn't believe that i was sitting on the very couch at that very time talking to him. Hes so AWESOME. i love him so much. I don't care who else he has ever dated. i don't care. becasue that was then and this is now. and now is all that matters. i am the luckiest person in the world. i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him, aaahhh i love him.
and i love all of you of course.