Men are the devil
MitchLCC: okay im back
MitchLCC: i was printing something and i messed it up
MitchLCC: that sucks
BlueStarDust85: blah
BlueStarDust85: i hate being a girl right now
MitchLCC: why
BlueStarDust85: i'm in pain
MitchLCC: oh okay
MitchLCC: that kind of pain
BlueStarDust85: yup
MitchLCC: well i screwed that one up
BlueStarDust85: huh
MitchLCC: i just printed out over 200 pages and ink went dry halfway through
MitchLCC: 212 pages to be exact
MitchLCC: major suckage
BlueStarDust85: shitty
BlueStarDust85: you at work
MitchLCC: yeah
BlueStarDust85: ahh
MitchLCC: i got out of school a while ago and i wanted to print some stuff
MitchLCC: oh well
BlueStarDust85: shitty
MitchLCC: yeah
MitchLCC: shitty
MitchLCC: stupid mongolians tear down my shitty wall
BlueStarDust85: lol
MitchLCC: lol
MitchLCC: oh well
MitchLCC: cant do anything right
BlueStarDust85: hey either can i
BlueStarDust85: i still havent found a job
BlueStarDust85: yea if ican get a ride to one of those
BlueStarDust85: my cat is soo retarted
MitchLCC: chaos?
BlueStarDust85: yes
MitchLCC: why?
BlueStarDust85: he just is
MitchLCC: what did he do
BlueStarDust85: he thinks he needs more food but his bowl is full
BlueStarDust85: and he hid under a table that he doesnt fit under lol
MitchLCC: oh that sounds like oliver
MitchLCC: that cat almost tore my neck off
BlueStarDust85: you told me
MitchLCC: god that hurt
BlueStarDust85: you should just say some crazy bitch came up to you and bit you lol
MitchLCC: ha yeah
MitchLCC: it does look like vampire marks
BlueStarDust85: lol
MitchLCC: i mean if vampires existed
MitchLCC: lol
BlueStarDust85: yea
MitchLCC: ya know what im sayin
BlueStarDust85: yes i do
MitchLCC: POOP
BlueStarDust85: what?
MitchLCC: i dont know i just felt like saying it
BlueStarDust85: oh ok
MitchLCC: lol
MitchLCC: alright my mind needs a restart
BlueStarDust85: good luck
MitchLCC: i'll need it
MitchLCC: why did you leave me becky
BlueStarDust85: because there were problems that werent being solved and we were fighting to much
MitchLCC: but you admitted you wanted to stay
BlueStarDust85: yea
MitchLCC: and you left me for a bunch of jerks
BlueStarDust85: no i didnt leave you for jerks
BlueStarDust85: i tried to get back with you but you wouldnt have it
BlueStarDust85: so i gave up
MitchLCC: well i told you i wanted to be with you and move to grand rapids someday but i guess that wasnt good enough
BlueStarDust85: doug we had problems that werent being solved we didnt have good communication skills and things just werent working
MitchLCC: and yes they were jerks the one guy kicked you out of his house and the other one you admitted you didnt like him
MitchLCC: didnt have good communication???
BlueStarDust85: doug we always fought and could talk about it
BlueStarDust85: couldnt*
MitchLCC: i guess its not going to matter what i say
MitchLCC: even if i loved you
BlueStarDust85: why are you doing this
BlueStarDust85: you broke my trust so many times and i felt i couldnt trust you anymore
BlueStarDust85: and all we did was fight
BlueStarDust85: and all we did was fight
MitchLCC: thats not true
MitchLCC: i was pretty damn good to you becky
BlueStarDust85: no doug you lied to me alot
BlueStarDust85: i'm not stupid
MitchLCC: about porn
BlueStarDust85: and your ex
MitchLCC: that was my business and i had to take care of things i didnt cheat
BlueStarDust85: and work
MitchLCC: what about work
BlueStarDust85: about going to work
BlueStarDust85: you would lie to me about that to
MitchLCC: and you were perfect
BlueStarDust85: what did i lie to you about
MitchLCC: i never pointed out your bad points becky i accepted you for who you were
MitchLCC: and i loved you
BlueStarDust85: i loved you to
MitchLCC: yeah well alot of good that did you left me and i had to hear about all the guys you were talking to that really made me feel good about myself
MitchLCC: and i would of changed i was trying to quit
BlueStarDust85: well since i'm such a fucking cunt why do you still talk to me
MitchLCC: because i dont know becky your part of my life
MitchLCC: what was i supposed to do you left and i was all alone
BlueStarDust85: doug i tried to get back with you i tried and you told me no
BlueStarDust85: so i gave up i moved on
MitchLCC: i didnt want to her hurt again!
BlueStarDust85: doug all i wanted to do was start dating again not move in with each other until further down the road
BlueStarDust85: i wanted to start of slower
BlueStarDust85: and i told you this
MitchLCC: you left me becky not the other way around we had a place together and i was afraid youd come back and then just leave again!
MitchLCC: i did alot for you i was your transportation i took you places and what about that i guess that didnt add up to anything
MitchLCC: and i never said anything
MitchLCC: i never hit you
BlueStarDust85: doug i made sure you had everything you needed before i left and you know that
BlueStarDust85: i always thanked you for everything you did for me no questions asked
MitchLCC: whatever..........you were happier without me anyways
MitchLCC: im just some guy thats it
BlueStarDust85: no its not
BlueStarDust85: yea doug thats why i wanted to marry you thats why i wanted to have your kids someday but no you just some guy i was with for over a year
BlueStarDust85: yea fucking bullshit
BlueStarDust85: dont fucking pull this shit on me anymore
MitchLCC: yeah becky i wanted that too but look what happened
MitchLCC: i love alone and were not together anymore
MitchLCC: live alone
BlueStarDust85: no were not together anymore
BlueStarDust85: i tried
BlueStarDust85: but no we are both to fucking headstrong
MitchLCC: why did you have to leave in the first place
BlueStarDust85: because i had enough of the fighting and god i just was so fucked in the head and frustrated about everything including working two jobs and god i had enough and wanted to get away
BlueStarDust85: and then i realized what the fuck i did i tried to make things better
MitchLCC: fine becky you dont want me to talk about it anymore i won't say another word
BlueStarDust85: whenever we talk about it we always argue
MitchLCC: dont worry about forget i ever said anything
MitchLCC: i couldnt make things work so whats the point of arguing
BlueStarDust85: well i couldnt make things work either
MitchLCC: im just frustrated
BlueStarDust85: so am i
MitchLCC: i dont know what im supposed to do now
BlueStarDust85: you have to move on
MitchLCC: i dont know how
BlueStarDust85: doug we are friends
MitchLCC: my heart isnt there for another relationship
BlueStarDust85: why?
MitchLCC: because ive been screwed over so many times
BlueStarDust85: and i havent?
BlueStarDust85: but yet i move on
MitchLCC: whatever you hurt me
MitchLCC: i dont know how to love anymore
BlueStarDust85: yea i hurt myself to
BlueStarDust85: no you know how to love you just dont want to
BlueStarDust85: your guards are up
MitchLCC: dont say that
BlueStarDust85: whatever
BlueStarDust85: i'm getting offline
MitchLCC: fine leave me again!
BlueStarDust85: nice
BlueStarDust85: you really know how to make someone feel like shit
MitchLCC: same to you
BlueStarDust85: you know what no matter how much i cried no matter how many times i said i'm sorry nothing helped
BlueStarDust85: so there is nothing else i can do
MitchLCC: i tried to get you to come back that week when you said you wanted to leave i tried and tried
MitchLCC: and i gave up because you didnt want us anymore
BlueStarDust85: i needed time
MitchLCC: you could of at least not signed the lease before you decided to do that
MitchLCC: lol and ive asked forever about the removal of your name on my building and the mailbox but they havent done it and they still have your name as one of the people living there
BlueStarDust85: yes but i also signed off on the lease
BlueStarDust85: and i offered to help pay for anything
MitchLCC: i know
MitchLCC: so its my fault then i was such a bad person well im sorry
MitchLCC: i wasnt the man you thought i was
BlueStarDust85: and i guess i wasnt the person you thought i was
MitchLCC: dont say that to me because i never wanted you to leave becky i wanted to move to grand rapids and start a new life with you....
MitchLCC: i loved who you were
BlueStarDust85: can we just along like we have been please
MitchLCC: oh sure why not and i can just laugh and pretend like everythings alright when you tell me about some guy you were with
MitchLCC: and i dont want to forget what being with you felt like
BlueStarDust85: then maybe its better if we dont talk anymore
MitchLCC: is that what you want?
BlueStarDust85: not really but you still have feelings for me and i am only hurting you by talking to you
MitchLCC: oh that makes me feel great becky i can tell youve moved on
BlueStarDust85: what am i supposed to do?
MitchLCC: you know what FINE i'll be out of your life and do you a freakin favor
BlueStarDust85: you have all your family there and everything
BlueStarDust85: whatever be a fucking ass
MitchLCC: its not like it matters
BlueStarDust85: because nothing i will ever say will help anyways
MitchLCC: you know what your right i should move on what possible good will it do to live in our past
MitchLCC: thats where my heart is you know
BlueStarDust85: i know
MitchLCC: you know that first time you thought i got mad at you and started walking back to joes?
BlueStarDust85: yes i remember that
MitchLCC: right then i knew i wanted to be with you
MitchLCC: because i didnt want you to leave me
MitchLCC: and now im the one whos made you mad and you left me for godo
MitchLCC: good
BlueStarDust85: Doug
BlueStarDust85: we both tried
BlueStarDust85: we made a good attempt but we both need to move on
MitchLCC: ..............fine
BlueStarDust85: but i need to take a shower
BlueStarDust85: i'll talk to you later ok
MitchLCC: i was printing something and i messed it up
MitchLCC: that sucks
BlueStarDust85: blah
BlueStarDust85: i hate being a girl right now
MitchLCC: why
BlueStarDust85: i'm in pain
MitchLCC: oh okay
MitchLCC: that kind of pain
BlueStarDust85: yup
MitchLCC: well i screwed that one up
BlueStarDust85: huh
MitchLCC: i just printed out over 200 pages and ink went dry halfway through
MitchLCC: 212 pages to be exact
MitchLCC: major suckage
BlueStarDust85: shitty
BlueStarDust85: you at work
MitchLCC: yeah
BlueStarDust85: ahh
MitchLCC: i got out of school a while ago and i wanted to print some stuff
MitchLCC: oh well
BlueStarDust85: shitty
MitchLCC: yeah
MitchLCC: shitty
MitchLCC: stupid mongolians tear down my shitty wall
BlueStarDust85: lol
MitchLCC: lol
MitchLCC: oh well
MitchLCC: cant do anything right
BlueStarDust85: hey either can i
BlueStarDust85: i still havent found a job
BlueStarDust85: yea if ican get a ride to one of those
BlueStarDust85: my cat is soo retarted
MitchLCC: chaos?
BlueStarDust85: yes
MitchLCC: why?
BlueStarDust85: he just is
MitchLCC: what did he do
BlueStarDust85: he thinks he needs more food but his bowl is full
BlueStarDust85: and he hid under a table that he doesnt fit under lol
MitchLCC: oh that sounds like oliver
MitchLCC: that cat almost tore my neck off
BlueStarDust85: you told me
MitchLCC: god that hurt
BlueStarDust85: you should just say some crazy bitch came up to you and bit you lol
MitchLCC: ha yeah
MitchLCC: it does look like vampire marks
BlueStarDust85: lol
MitchLCC: i mean if vampires existed
MitchLCC: lol
BlueStarDust85: yea
MitchLCC: ya know what im sayin
BlueStarDust85: yes i do
MitchLCC: POOP
BlueStarDust85: what?
MitchLCC: i dont know i just felt like saying it
BlueStarDust85: oh ok
MitchLCC: lol
MitchLCC: alright my mind needs a restart
BlueStarDust85: good luck
MitchLCC: i'll need it
MitchLCC: why did you leave me becky
BlueStarDust85: because there were problems that werent being solved and we were fighting to much
MitchLCC: but you admitted you wanted to stay
BlueStarDust85: yea
MitchLCC: and you left me for a bunch of jerks
BlueStarDust85: no i didnt leave you for jerks
BlueStarDust85: i tried to get back with you but you wouldnt have it
BlueStarDust85: so i gave up
MitchLCC: well i told you i wanted to be with you and move to grand rapids someday but i guess that wasnt good enough
BlueStarDust85: doug we had problems that werent being solved we didnt have good communication skills and things just werent working
MitchLCC: and yes they were jerks the one guy kicked you out of his house and the other one you admitted you didnt like him
MitchLCC: didnt have good communication???
BlueStarDust85: doug we always fought and could talk about it
BlueStarDust85: couldnt*
MitchLCC: i guess its not going to matter what i say
MitchLCC: even if i loved you
BlueStarDust85: why are you doing this
BlueStarDust85: you broke my trust so many times and i felt i couldnt trust you anymore
BlueStarDust85: and all we did was fight
BlueStarDust85: and all we did was fight
MitchLCC: thats not true
MitchLCC: i was pretty damn good to you becky
BlueStarDust85: no doug you lied to me alot
BlueStarDust85: i'm not stupid
MitchLCC: about porn
BlueStarDust85: and your ex
MitchLCC: that was my business and i had to take care of things i didnt cheat
BlueStarDust85: and work
MitchLCC: what about work
BlueStarDust85: about going to work
BlueStarDust85: you would lie to me about that to
MitchLCC: and you were perfect
BlueStarDust85: what did i lie to you about
MitchLCC: i never pointed out your bad points becky i accepted you for who you were
MitchLCC: and i loved you
BlueStarDust85: i loved you to
MitchLCC: yeah well alot of good that did you left me and i had to hear about all the guys you were talking to that really made me feel good about myself
MitchLCC: and i would of changed i was trying to quit
BlueStarDust85: well since i'm such a fucking cunt why do you still talk to me
MitchLCC: because i dont know becky your part of my life
MitchLCC: what was i supposed to do you left and i was all alone
BlueStarDust85: doug i tried to get back with you i tried and you told me no
BlueStarDust85: so i gave up i moved on
MitchLCC: i didnt want to her hurt again!
BlueStarDust85: doug all i wanted to do was start dating again not move in with each other until further down the road
BlueStarDust85: i wanted to start of slower
BlueStarDust85: and i told you this
MitchLCC: you left me becky not the other way around we had a place together and i was afraid youd come back and then just leave again!
MitchLCC: i did alot for you i was your transportation i took you places and what about that i guess that didnt add up to anything
MitchLCC: and i never said anything
MitchLCC: i never hit you
BlueStarDust85: doug i made sure you had everything you needed before i left and you know that
BlueStarDust85: i always thanked you for everything you did for me no questions asked
MitchLCC: whatever..........you were happier without me anyways
MitchLCC: im just some guy thats it
BlueStarDust85: no its not
BlueStarDust85: yea doug thats why i wanted to marry you thats why i wanted to have your kids someday but no you just some guy i was with for over a year
BlueStarDust85: yea fucking bullshit
BlueStarDust85: dont fucking pull this shit on me anymore
MitchLCC: yeah becky i wanted that too but look what happened
MitchLCC: i love alone and were not together anymore
MitchLCC: live alone
BlueStarDust85: no were not together anymore
BlueStarDust85: i tried
BlueStarDust85: but no we are both to fucking headstrong
MitchLCC: why did you have to leave in the first place
BlueStarDust85: because i had enough of the fighting and god i just was so fucked in the head and frustrated about everything including working two jobs and god i had enough and wanted to get away
BlueStarDust85: and then i realized what the fuck i did i tried to make things better
MitchLCC: fine becky you dont want me to talk about it anymore i won't say another word
BlueStarDust85: whenever we talk about it we always argue
MitchLCC: dont worry about forget i ever said anything
MitchLCC: i couldnt make things work so whats the point of arguing
BlueStarDust85: well i couldnt make things work either
MitchLCC: im just frustrated
BlueStarDust85: so am i
MitchLCC: i dont know what im supposed to do now
BlueStarDust85: you have to move on
MitchLCC: i dont know how
BlueStarDust85: doug we are friends
MitchLCC: my heart isnt there for another relationship
BlueStarDust85: why?
MitchLCC: because ive been screwed over so many times
BlueStarDust85: and i havent?
BlueStarDust85: but yet i move on
MitchLCC: whatever you hurt me
MitchLCC: i dont know how to love anymore
BlueStarDust85: yea i hurt myself to
BlueStarDust85: no you know how to love you just dont want to
BlueStarDust85: your guards are up
MitchLCC: dont say that
BlueStarDust85: whatever
BlueStarDust85: i'm getting offline
MitchLCC: fine leave me again!
BlueStarDust85: nice
BlueStarDust85: you really know how to make someone feel like shit
MitchLCC: same to you
BlueStarDust85: you know what no matter how much i cried no matter how many times i said i'm sorry nothing helped
BlueStarDust85: so there is nothing else i can do
MitchLCC: i tried to get you to come back that week when you said you wanted to leave i tried and tried
MitchLCC: and i gave up because you didnt want us anymore
BlueStarDust85: i needed time
MitchLCC: you could of at least not signed the lease before you decided to do that
MitchLCC: lol and ive asked forever about the removal of your name on my building and the mailbox but they havent done it and they still have your name as one of the people living there
BlueStarDust85: yes but i also signed off on the lease
BlueStarDust85: and i offered to help pay for anything
MitchLCC: i know
MitchLCC: so its my fault then i was such a bad person well im sorry
MitchLCC: i wasnt the man you thought i was
BlueStarDust85: and i guess i wasnt the person you thought i was
MitchLCC: dont say that to me because i never wanted you to leave becky i wanted to move to grand rapids and start a new life with you....
MitchLCC: i loved who you were
BlueStarDust85: can we just along like we have been please
MitchLCC: oh sure why not and i can just laugh and pretend like everythings alright when you tell me about some guy you were with
MitchLCC: and i dont want to forget what being with you felt like
BlueStarDust85: then maybe its better if we dont talk anymore
MitchLCC: is that what you want?
BlueStarDust85: not really but you still have feelings for me and i am only hurting you by talking to you
MitchLCC: oh that makes me feel great becky i can tell youve moved on
BlueStarDust85: what am i supposed to do?
MitchLCC: you know what FINE i'll be out of your life and do you a freakin favor
BlueStarDust85: you have all your family there and everything
BlueStarDust85: whatever be a fucking ass
MitchLCC: its not like it matters
BlueStarDust85: because nothing i will ever say will help anyways
MitchLCC: you know what your right i should move on what possible good will it do to live in our past
MitchLCC: thats where my heart is you know
BlueStarDust85: i know
MitchLCC: you know that first time you thought i got mad at you and started walking back to joes?
BlueStarDust85: yes i remember that
MitchLCC: right then i knew i wanted to be with you
MitchLCC: because i didnt want you to leave me
MitchLCC: and now im the one whos made you mad and you left me for godo
MitchLCC: good
BlueStarDust85: Doug
BlueStarDust85: we both tried
BlueStarDust85: we made a good attempt but we both need to move on
MitchLCC: ..............fine
BlueStarDust85: but i need to take a shower
BlueStarDust85: i'll talk to you later ok