(no subject)
i hate how you make me feel around him.
i can't stand having to watch what i say and do.
i don't want to have to think about what may or may not make it back to certain people.
i want to be able to say anything i want without fear of repercussions.
i want to be able to do whatever i feel like doing in the spur of the moment without worrying about what might happen if i do it.
i want to be able to feel out loud what i feel inside and not think twice about it.
if you've figured out that this is about you, then i applaud you. but i don't think you will. i don't think you care enough.
i can't stand having to watch what i say and do.
i don't want to have to think about what may or may not make it back to certain people.
i want to be able to say anything i want without fear of repercussions.
i want to be able to do whatever i feel like doing in the spur of the moment without worrying about what might happen if i do it.
i want to be able to feel out loud what i feel inside and not think twice about it.
if you've figured out that this is about you, then i applaud you. but i don't think you will. i don't think you care enough.