hmmmm i have noooo fucking idea of wat to do ;\

[i_love_me06]

haay guys :[ well lately, its been super weird for me...like NO JOKE! specially wen it comes to guys...like i like being single, but then theres a part of me who wants to be with sumone. but i dunno about that certain someone. he*z really complicating. &* it sux. summer school...TAKS...brings me down sooo much! i hate it! uggghhh!&* then the way he acts...we wont talk for like 3 days, then he expects everything to be all badass. like we had seen or talkd to each other for those 3 days. but its not like that. not one bit. &* then my mom is counting on me to do well in school...&* thats wat i want...i dont want to have a bf wen it should be school thats my 1st priority. &* trust me, if there was a boi in the picture, FCK SCHOOL! all my attention would be on him! &* thats y me n him arent talkn. the way we used to. ugggh! it makes me feel sooo like....BLAH! i cant even describe it! im losing hope in having a BF....at least for a while. i dont want to feel like i have to tell him everything....who i talked to, who i was with &* all that other crap. thats y i have 2 bestfriends [auDrEY &* kAsSy]! they know exactly how i feel! &* like they think i should just be single as well...soo i have no idea wat to do! hmm wat do u guys think? comment me plz...evn if i dont know who u are...errrr watever. well im out! til next time....
.DaZeD n ConFuZeD.
cHrIssY pULiDO