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[i_love_leo]

vday=dday.

he doesn't know.
that would defeat the point.

I'm scared.
scared that he'll come through.
that I'll be stuck again.
scared that he'll fail.
that I'll have to follow through
with my own decisions.

sometimes
I wish we had never happened.
I credit a lot of where I am
to him.
good and bad.
I wish things were different.

his actions
on this fourteenth of february
determine our fate.
and he has no idea.
and the part that scares me most
is that I like it.