Jun 04, 2008 21:09
i think i'm actually going to miss high school.
i wasn't sad about leaving at all, but i just woke up from trying to catch up on all the sleep i didn't get while helping with the senior video all night and i feel really attached to the old place. overall high school was pretty great, i think.
i got an internship as an editor at a post-production company called ringside creative for the summer. i'm so lucky to have gotten this straight out of high school, i can't believe it. i'm going to be getting paid to learn stuff, how great is that?
blahhhhh i'm so boring. i don't feel like myself right now.
i hate feeling easily forgettable all the time. people never remember meeting me, or my name. i usually have to meet people at least three times for them to know who i am if i don't see them everyday. i don't get acknowledged or thought of when i should. it happens so often and makes me feel like shit. it just really sucks because, how can i change this? how can someone try to be more memorable? dye my hair pink or start using an accent or change my name to something crazy? i don't really want to think that i'm boring or average or plain enough or whatever to be forgotten easily; i never try to be anything but myself but i guess that isn't good enough.
at least it's summer.
has anyone else realized that?
i'm going to hangout with the entire world.
i have so much more to write i could/should write about but i just don't feel like it.
i wish i was going to prom.