Which came first: The misery or the music?
"Was i depressed because i listened to pop records or did i listen to pop records because i was depressed?" -- Rob Gordon, High Fidelity (written by Nick Hornby)
you all watch movies right? of course. ykno in movies theres always that guy and girl that are friends. sometimes close friends or just someone they see once in a while and say hi to. you know right off the bat theyre each others love interest in the film and theyre destined to be together. but at first theyre like "no i dont wanna ruin our friendship" or "you're like a brother to me" or "i dont want to lead you on" or "i know you like me, but..." blah blah blah.
how come i'm always that guy? how come im the one who always has to hear those lines? how come im always the beginning love interest that you know will find someone but then never fucking does?
what am i doing wrong? girls like assholes. fine but i cant be an asshole. girls like nice guys. great ive always been the nice guy but at some point i become her best friend and thats all it can be. i was told recently by someone that you'll find that someone when youre not looking. but maybe half the fun is in the fucking looking.
this has nothing to do with v-day. its just a coincidence that its coming out right now. i do have a valentine im not alone this year but she's just a friend. i get it when girls say i dont want to ruin the friendship. i really do get it. i have many many friends and i wouldnt want to lose a single one of them. but maybe taking the risk in a relationship wouldnt hurt. maybe it would turn out to be something good. or maybe im full of shit.
i also have this thing where i take some one as just being nice as a sign of something more when really theyre just being nice and dont want anything more. i keep hearing "oh you'll find her" "youre such a great guy" "i wish i could find someone like you" well fuckin a im right here. you found me.
if i was really this great guy that respects women and can make them feel like an equal why do i always get the short end of the rope? why am i always the odd man out? i can never please everyone, no one can. but.. i dunno...
fuck it. im done
you all watch movies right? of course. ykno in movies theres always that guy and girl that are friends. sometimes close friends or just someone they see once in a while and say hi to. you know right off the bat theyre each others love interest in the film and theyre destined to be together. but at first theyre like "no i dont wanna ruin our friendship" or "you're like a brother to me" or "i dont want to lead you on" or "i know you like me, but..." blah blah blah.
how come i'm always that guy? how come im the one who always has to hear those lines? how come im always the beginning love interest that you know will find someone but then never fucking does?
what am i doing wrong? girls like assholes. fine but i cant be an asshole. girls like nice guys. great ive always been the nice guy but at some point i become her best friend and thats all it can be. i was told recently by someone that you'll find that someone when youre not looking. but maybe half the fun is in the fucking looking.
this has nothing to do with v-day. its just a coincidence that its coming out right now. i do have a valentine im not alone this year but she's just a friend. i get it when girls say i dont want to ruin the friendship. i really do get it. i have many many friends and i wouldnt want to lose a single one of them. but maybe taking the risk in a relationship wouldnt hurt. maybe it would turn out to be something good. or maybe im full of shit.
i also have this thing where i take some one as just being nice as a sign of something more when really theyre just being nice and dont want anything more. i keep hearing "oh you'll find her" "youre such a great guy" "i wish i could find someone like you" well fuckin a im right here. you found me.
if i was really this great guy that respects women and can make them feel like an equal why do i always get the short end of the rope? why am i always the odd man out? i can never please everyone, no one can. but.. i dunno...
fuck it. im done