I want to be beautiful- I want to make you stand in awe.
This past week has kind of sucked.
lets start with Bobby had been acting weird towards me and wasn't really talking to me- It was out 6th month anniversary-- and he didn't seem to care very much.. I was completely crushed. Then my dog Leonardo was ran over- we had him since I was in 2nd grade-- so it was very gloomy in my house-- quite depressing. Then I saw Heidi and Morgan-- two extremely gorgeous skinny women.... uugggh....
I guess lately I just felt ugly and worthless.. like everything I do isnt ever cute or pretty. Like when I get new clothes I never look cool-- i look like a dork-- my hair never does the right stuff-- i try to paint my nails but it always looks like crap and i know every body is like oh your so skinny--- but i dont look it and i dont feel it. I just want to look beautiful
I kind of have a lot on my mind.. but idk at the moment... I need a girls night out
lets start with Bobby had been acting weird towards me and wasn't really talking to me- It was out 6th month anniversary-- and he didn't seem to care very much.. I was completely crushed. Then my dog Leonardo was ran over- we had him since I was in 2nd grade-- so it was very gloomy in my house-- quite depressing. Then I saw Heidi and Morgan-- two extremely gorgeous skinny women.... uugggh....
I guess lately I just felt ugly and worthless.. like everything I do isnt ever cute or pretty. Like when I get new clothes I never look cool-- i look like a dork-- my hair never does the right stuff-- i try to paint my nails but it always looks like crap and i know every body is like oh your so skinny--- but i dont look it and i dont feel it. I just want to look beautiful
I kind of have a lot on my mind.. but idk at the moment... I need a girls night out