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This song applies for me. I once asked god to grant me one wish that me and Jessica would alwyas be together. I woundered why he did not grant me that but no I realize that some of gods greatest gifts are unanswered prairs. And I thank him. I spent two almost three years with this girl and the more and more I look at it I did have fun I do and for some stupid fucking reason care about her. I wish I could stop I do. I know that is wrong to say but it is true. I cant do anything with out thinking of her and me and what we were. The past three of my girlfriends have been afraid that we would get back together I even brok up with one because i thought the same thing. I am so mixed up in my heart and head I wish this would have never happened...I guess drinking does not help when you want to write. Because i tell it all and how it is. So I plan on useing spell check on this becaue I read the last one I wrote when i was drunk and it was all fucked up. I really think it would have been better to have never gotten involved. I fell madely inlove with jess, I loved her family, Jayden your a cuty and well as you Chance. But yeah. Like you like to day "do what you do" I try. That is what has gotten me through so far. I love you I will always love you but please just leave me alone it is better this way for the both of us..Maybe 5-10 years from now we will run into each other and things will be different the just might but not now or anytime soon. Well I guess this is the last time I will be talking to you in a long time bye. Have fun. :)....:(. bYE
Unanswered Prayers
Garth Brooks
Just the other night at a hometown football game
My wife and i ran into my old high school flame
And as I introduced the the past came back to me
And I couldn't help but think of the way things used to be
Cause she was the one that I'd wanted all for all times
And each night I'd spend prayin' that God would make her mine
And if he'd only grant me this wish that I wished back then
I'd never ask for anything again
Somethime I thak God for unanswered prayers
Remamber when your talkin' to the man upstairs
That just because he doesen't answer doesn't mena he don't care
Cause soe of God's greatest gifts are answered prayers
She wasn't quite the angle that I remambered in my dreams
And I could tell that timehad chaged me
in hers eyes too it seemed
We tried to talk about the old days
There wasn't much we could recall
I guess the Lord knows what he's doin' after all
And as sh walked away
I looked at my wife
And then and there I thanked the good Lord
For the giftes in my life
Somethime I thak God for unanswered prayers
Remamber when your talkin' to the man upstairs
That just because he doesen't answer doesn't mena he don't care
Some of God's greatest gifts...
Some of God's greatest gifts are all to often unswered...
Some of God's greatest gifts are unanswered prayers
Well there it is that song applies soooooooooooooo much. Yes I still love you but I a nolonger doing this...good bye. Have a great life and I hope you and James are happy and have a long relationship. I really do because at least one of us needs to be happy and I fell a litttle better know that you life is going good. I did do many many things that i know hurt u and I know but you did as well I just for the longest time never said anything about it and when I finally did it built up so much that we lost everything.
Well my mom did my taxes...I am getting 2000 back from the stupid basterds. HELL YEAH THANKS MOM. nOW i CAN DEF BUT THAT BLAZER i WANT THE GUY WANTS 4000 WELL I HAVE 3500 SAVED UP BUT THIS MAKES IT BETTER.OOPS CAPS IS STILL ON There now it offf. Yeah i dont feel like re-typing all that so I will leave it like it is. Well it is like 2am so I am going to bed. i don't plan on going to church got other things to do.
Unanswered Prayers
Garth Brooks
Just the other night at a hometown football game
My wife and i ran into my old high school flame
And as I introduced the the past came back to me
And I couldn't help but think of the way things used to be
Cause she was the one that I'd wanted all for all times
And each night I'd spend prayin' that God would make her mine
And if he'd only grant me this wish that I wished back then
I'd never ask for anything again
Somethime I thak God for unanswered prayers
Remamber when your talkin' to the man upstairs
That just because he doesen't answer doesn't mena he don't care
Cause soe of God's greatest gifts are answered prayers
She wasn't quite the angle that I remambered in my dreams
And I could tell that timehad chaged me
in hers eyes too it seemed
We tried to talk about the old days
There wasn't much we could recall
I guess the Lord knows what he's doin' after all
And as sh walked away
I looked at my wife
And then and there I thanked the good Lord
For the giftes in my life
Somethime I thak God for unanswered prayers
Remamber when your talkin' to the man upstairs
That just because he doesen't answer doesn't mena he don't care
Some of God's greatest gifts...
Some of God's greatest gifts are all to often unswered...
Some of God's greatest gifts are unanswered prayers
Well there it is that song applies soooooooooooooo much. Yes I still love you but I a nolonger doing this...good bye. Have a great life and I hope you and James are happy and have a long relationship. I really do because at least one of us needs to be happy and I fell a litttle better know that you life is going good. I did do many many things that i know hurt u and I know but you did as well I just for the longest time never said anything about it and when I finally did it built up so much that we lost everything.
Well my mom did my taxes...I am getting 2000 back from the stupid basterds. HELL YEAH THANKS MOM. nOW i CAN DEF BUT THAT BLAZER i WANT THE GUY WANTS 4000 WELL I HAVE 3500 SAVED UP BUT THIS MAKES IT BETTER.OOPS CAPS IS STILL ON There now it offf. Yeah i dont feel like re-typing all that so I will leave it like it is. Well it is like 2am so I am going to bed. i don't plan on going to church got other things to do.