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So I got a new monitor two days ago. It's not as good as the one that I had before but it will do for now. I guess I'll have to adjust.
I feel (while we're on the topic) like I've been dealing with a lot of different "adjustment issues" lately. I lost my girl so I'm adjusting to being single again, I lost my monitor so I'm adjusting to that, and I got more hours at work so I'm adjusting to that as well.
I feel like I always have to start my life over again. It seems like I just have to keep hitting the "reset" button over and over again. I'm always changing and I'm always tooling with what does and doesn't work in my life. Constant change is nice because it gives the Sean-Man a chance to try new things and learn new things about myself. It can also be frustrating and overwhelming. Right now I'm experiencing the whole "frustrating and overwhelming" kind of change. I wish that I could just get everything right in my life so I wouldn't have to change everything so often. Change can just really be taxing on one's psyche after a certain point.
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I'm really surprised by how many helpful female friends that I have. Most of them have come forward in the past couple of days so they can try to set me up with some of their single friends now that I'm "out on the market" again. I guess I've discovered the (fairly obvious) secret that I was missing out on during my undergrad years at Evergreen: make friends with as many girls as you can. They know a lot of available girls. I've (in the last couple of days) been set up with more girls than I really know how to deal with. It's the only sweet thing that's come out of the post-Lynne situation.
I feel (while we're on the topic) like I've been dealing with a lot of different "adjustment issues" lately. I lost my girl so I'm adjusting to being single again, I lost my monitor so I'm adjusting to that, and I got more hours at work so I'm adjusting to that as well.
I feel like I always have to start my life over again. It seems like I just have to keep hitting the "reset" button over and over again. I'm always changing and I'm always tooling with what does and doesn't work in my life. Constant change is nice because it gives the Sean-Man a chance to try new things and learn new things about myself. It can also be frustrating and overwhelming. Right now I'm experiencing the whole "frustrating and overwhelming" kind of change. I wish that I could just get everything right in my life so I wouldn't have to change everything so often. Change can just really be taxing on one's psyche after a certain point.
New topic:
I'm really surprised by how many helpful female friends that I have. Most of them have come forward in the past couple of days so they can try to set me up with some of their single friends now that I'm "out on the market" again. I guess I've discovered the (fairly obvious) secret that I was missing out on during my undergrad years at Evergreen: make friends with as many girls as you can. They know a lot of available girls. I've (in the last couple of days) been set up with more girls than I really know how to deal with. It's the only sweet thing that's come out of the post-Lynne situation.