well my life get worst and worst

[i_love_hell]

First it was a snow day on Friday which suck ass because I had to stay home all day then Saturday i stayed home all day and fanilly Sunday i go out my no where fun just to my sister place. WOW this is so much fun. To top that all off I have to perform so many times this week for my school play. I perform three times on Thursday and twice on Friday. Which this is going to be fun (not). Then to really top that off my boyfriend Chris is leaving my on Wednesday night and not coming back until the 18th I think. So now I am going to be alone on march break with nothing to do. *Cries* i don't want him to go I am going to miss him so much. It is going to be different then when he went to Nova Stoica because this time we are father and more serious into a relationship. It is going to be really hard not having him around. Geez I am going nuts because I did get to see him all weekend just think of me when he goes away for more then a week. AH!!! I don't want to think about it. SO warning everyone I am going to be depressed out of my mind. OMG. He is going to be gone for a long time. OH GEEZ. I am going to miss him so much when he is gone. AGH!!! I truly don't know what do to with myself when he goes. *Cries*. I don't want him to go but then again I can't be selfish. He is going down to see his family. He will have fun, I know he will. OS if he is going to have fun while he is down there then I guess I can give him up for a week. I LOVE YOU BABY. When you go I will miss you so much. If you ever get a chance to call me or go on web cam then please do okay. I LOVE YOU BABY AND I ALWAYS WILL NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS. I WILL MISS YOU SO MUCH TOO HUN.

Well I g2g. I will ttyl bye. Love you all.

~Jessminda~