Day 1

Jul 31, 2005 02:03

hey... Welllll......... ummm... I guess it is time to come clean or tell the truth... I is time to go back to day 1. I slipped up. But you wanna know what?? I dont feel Bad or ashamed or any of that! I feel better! That URge that was driving me crazy. My parents when they were driving me bananas Aren't anymore. Thanks to getting out of the house. I got some closure on Megan! It not bothering me anymore. It is Not even a big deal to me. Anyway! I feel good I finally am not zoning out as much I am laughing more I am happier! Sounds backwards.. But its NOT!

Anyway! I had the Best TIME in Johnson City and Greeneville!!! I got to see all the people that I set out to see! I got to see Jenni! the I spent The day with Patsy and Jenny! The Jen had to go to Muphresboro. So the next day I got a hold of Megans Dad Bruce and We had a Nice LONG talk and we had dinner together and he is a really nice man and I hope that he and I keep In touch! I can see where megen gets her eyes from. HE was really NIce I feel A lot better! It will take time and Prayer and patients and many a more conversations to get complete closure on Megan. But It was well worth it! Can I just tell you that I hate being Tired but not sleepy! I am worn out but I am not sleepy!!! OH MAN LET ME TELL YOU! I am super DUPER excited about WInterfest! IT isn't even until after christmas! BUT I am !
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