May 14, 2005 16:05
HOLA Y'ALL!!! I am Back from West Virginia!! Let me tell you! It feels so much better there than it does here! It is so Freaking HOT here!!!! It is like 90 92 here and it is like 70 72 in WV!!! Let me tell you and it isn't Humid there! It is so hummid and sticky here!
Anyway. Karl is doing much better! He still doesn't have much confidence. He has lost weight he Physically looks better! He doesn't have dark circles under his eyes. he is gaining some muscle!!! He even seems taller! I know it sounds impossible but I swear!!!! He stunk pretty good! He hadn't had a shower in a month! Its was pretty nasty! But they made them shower before we saw them. I really enjoyed all of the group stuff. But and 5 hour or 10 hours and 3 days in a row talking about my emotions was really draining!
My parent were DRIVING ME CRAZY!!!!!!!!! I just wanted to kill them! They put me down a lot! They would say are you really going to wear that, it makes you look prettier when you where this. They would enterupt me when I was trying to tell my opinion. They wold stop me when I felt the need to say some thing. My brother did it to. My family can really make me feel extra stupid. I know I am not the smartest person alive but you dont need to rub it in. My family just pisses me off sometimes! I am really ready to spend some time away from them!
That was yesterday!
Today! is andreas Birthday!!! YA for her! She is finally 20!!! I know none of you know who that is but I am going t oher birthday party! YAY! I am going to ask Kyle to come! YAY! I hope he can! I really wanna see him! YAY! I wanna flurt! I love you all!