Apr 28, 2005 22:16
OK let me tell you I am bouncing off the walls I am going BANANAAS!!!! I want to CUT so bad I feel like I am going 800 different places at once! I have been urgy all day! I have just wanted to ripp my self up all fucking day! I have made it 8 days!!!! I don't think I am going to make it anymore!!!! on e more time pleeasssseee I need too!! I am going burzuRK!!!! this is the the besat disciption to how I feel!! S alergblhzxcvblje ulsezgbb awebgdzfgv4web, saehugzjhxdvnh,/.se;iujhvcwaeb kjzsejljh,b slh.zvslyegfa734ylv xm4e7 la,cvnb xzvwu3tr 327xch vsze,j f3ty zsbv,zxdv !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am going so many differne t directions! II just wish I could calm down! ..... ok it comes and goes... but the next will be a lot more stronger! Maybe I will have my meds by then!!! OH MAN HERE IT COMES!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHA HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! bahh I feel like I have drank 4 red bulls or jolts and I have ADHD and Trets! I swear! GRRRRR AHH BOOOM! I got my stiches out today!! YAY! I think I scared the nurse though! I was on some serious crack!!!!! i am trying my BEST!! THIS IS SO DAMN HARD~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I Just farted!@!! if you are even stil reading this! I am crazy! ok the calm is back! we will see how long it lasts!