Well shit has hit the FAN!
I had a better day because Kimble, the guy I am crushing on in my Sociology class! He is just pretty. Its the only thing that gets me through the day and week. I am working on 3 hours of sleep. I got 2 of them this afternoon! My brother was finally admitting his addiction and was suppose to go to rehab! But today he went and they said no!! So they are going to try tomorrow!! AH FUCK IT! I am so upset! I also thought that my HARD Western Civ. test was on Thursday. It wasn't its was today! Well I am through it now! Its gone! I probalby did horrably! I am Exausted and I have a paper due tommorow! Plus I have to study for my Sociology Test that is on Thursday! At least I get to see Kimble! He is just so pretty! that is the only good thing going on. I am trying to concentrate on that! But its hard when your Grammas body is shutting down slowly but surely. Your friend is also dying! He is in and out of the hospital! He is back again, with water around his heart and in his lungs with cancer and heart problems. I swear! I am also trying to deal with my own problems. I am still having problems dealing with cutting and depression and not being around friends and people that know me and care! IT is So Irritating! And Frustrateing! But All I am looking forward to in Seeing the beautiful kimble!