HEHEHE CHRIS IS COMEING HOME TODAY!!! IM HAPPY!

[i_love_guys]

so ya im pretty much in a good mood today! my chris gets out of the hospital today and gos home and gets to talk to me! hes still in alot of pain and hes not very happy....but still i cant wait to talk to him!!! YAY!!! its been really weird without him...kinda loney too.

so anyways if any of u got told that he was comeing this summer...well hes not just in case i didnt tell u. its really sad....but on the other hand hes invited here during christmas break!! that would be kool if he could come it would make my chrismas a hole bunch better!

ok so i have some writeings for u guys...there not mine there my babys!!

If I give up on you I give up on me
If we fight what's true, will we ever be
Even if God himself and the faith I knew
Shouldn't hold me back, shouldn't keep me from you

Tease me, by holding out your hand
Then leave me, or take me as I am
And live our lives, stigmatized
I can feel the blood rushing through my veins
When I hear your voice, driving me insane
Hour after hour day after day
Every lonely night that I sit and pray

We live our lives on different sides,
But we keep together you and I
Just live our lives, stigmatized
We'll live our lives, we'll take the punches every day
We'll live our lives I know we're gonna find our way
I believe in you
Even if no one understands
I believe in you, and I don't really give a damn
We live our lives on different sides
But we keep together you and I
We live our loves on different sides,
We're gonna live our lives
Gotta live our lives
We're gonna live our lives
We're gonna live our lives, Gonna live our lives, Stigmatized

I know this girl
Lea is her name,
The fact shes so far away
Really is a shame:

It makes life hard
knowing I cannot see
But its almost worth it
Because she loves me

Love, its a funny thing
Makes u do things
you wont normally do
I dont care
Because in my heart
I know I love you

ok thats all for now! i love u all but most of all my baby!