Jan 08, 2009 09:16
I thought the missing you happened while we still slept next to each other. But maybe I was just being foolish by thinking that opening my eyes to all of your evils would make you unappealing completely. Or perhaps I'm just at that month/month & half date where the bad has stopped hurting and all there is to think about is the okay times we shared. Whatever it is, it's damn annoying.
The number of days I have left in Seattle are getting slimmer and slimmer. I thought when it got down to the wire I would realize how much I love everyone, but lately I cant help but just see the ugliness of most of the people around me. So far, a few boys have lined up, knocking at my door telling me about their everlasting and undying love for me, and begging me not to go. This I have found very amusing, I have been overwhelmingly surprised by a few. Some are close friends (awkward), some random, and out of the woodworks (even more awkward). Talk about a desperate attempt to reinact a molly ringwald movie. There's only one boy I'd answer the door and stay for, but lord knows that's a shot in the dark.
Well,
I hope everyone is livin funky.