Feb 15, 2007 00:42
okay so today was crazy!
fought with mom, almost went to jovie, almost went to the nut house AGAIN!
i kinda like killed my fingers without knowing it cuz i went crazy...
um... got bitched at by alot of people, didnt go to school.
finally my mom wanted to leave so she told me she wanted to leave so i could also... i basicly had no curfew, as long as i cleaned befor i left.
alyssa came over to help me clean, then we went to adams, jake was there too of course.
a few fights happened.
i got my wedding ring from alyssa.
Jake and Adam let me put make- up on them, and took pix of it.
me and jake had some alone time, and now we know each others life storeys.
Alyssa broke up with and went back out with Nick.
me and Adam, had some very meaningfull candle lit valintines moments.
played alot of pool.
ate taco bell.
we left at 10:30, went to see Nick for a few.
droped her off.
came home, talked to adam for a bit.
talked to my mom.
talked to carla.
tomarro...
idk whats gonna happen.
im eaither picking up adam and jake, and giving alyssa a ride to see nick, and then adam and jake are comin to my house (if jake can)
or im just goin to adams to hang out with him and jake.
oh congrats to me...
todays the first day in idk how long i didnt have ANY weed AT ALL!!!
im haveing MAJOR WITHDRAWS!!!! THIS SUX!!!
me and adam agreed that sat. is our real valintines day, cuz he gets paid tomarro, we will have more time then, and we can be alone that day. it should be fun, im looking forword to it.
well im off.
Jake, im so happy we talked today... i love ya lots. your like one of my best friends now. we gatta hang out soon, just me and you.
Carla, im sorry, you had a shitty day. i hope things get better for the both of us. im glad we had that long talk, i think it helped both of us.
Alyssa, dont worrie about the whole Nicke, Blake, Tyler thing... its all just stupid, there just guys, life goes on. its not a big deal. i love my wedding ring though!!!
ADAM!!! I LOVE YOU!!! YOUR AWESOME!!! cant wait till sat. MISS you ALREADY!!!
oh and... WE BROKE OUR CURSE!!! it was the best v-day yet, with my babes and my friends!