i just cant take it...
i have problems. problems im not ready to go public with. but the past few momths my life has fallin apart and now i relize i have a GREAT depression and i have a bad way of dealing with it. i didnt go to school really yesterday or today. my mom and i figured out that this problem is why.
and some of the people at school dont help. my mom relizes that she has alot to do with it to, shes tryin to get better at it, and she is.
i was supposed to go talk to someone today at 4:30 but somthin happened to were i cant go till friday at 12:00 now. so my mom disided to excuse me from school till monday.
after i talk to this lady a few times hopefully she can help me. my mom and i already talked about a few posiblities.
group sessions, along with privite (already doing).
meds. and if im still not better, then ill maybe even get sent away, 1st just tryin my aunts or grandparents and having a new school and stuff... then resorting lastly to were i dotn even wanna think about goin.
im tryin to help myself, i really am. but i cant do it on my own and i relize that.
i kno some of you are prolly gonna yell at me for not goin to school and what not. but i relize i dotn go enough, and that im failing 11th grade, i dont need you all to make me feel worst about it and remind me, but u have to understand what im goin though yes i also kno everyone goes throgh the same stuff...
i just handle it differnt.
im gonna get help and slowly put my life back to normal, one thing at a time.
well im off.
and some of the people at school dont help. my mom relizes that she has alot to do with it to, shes tryin to get better at it, and she is.
i was supposed to go talk to someone today at 4:30 but somthin happened to were i cant go till friday at 12:00 now. so my mom disided to excuse me from school till monday.
after i talk to this lady a few times hopefully she can help me. my mom and i already talked about a few posiblities.
group sessions, along with privite (already doing).
meds. and if im still not better, then ill maybe even get sent away, 1st just tryin my aunts or grandparents and having a new school and stuff... then resorting lastly to were i dotn even wanna think about goin.
im tryin to help myself, i really am. but i cant do it on my own and i relize that.
i kno some of you are prolly gonna yell at me for not goin to school and what not. but i relize i dotn go enough, and that im failing 11th grade, i dont need you all to make me feel worst about it and remind me, but u have to understand what im goin though yes i also kno everyone goes throgh the same stuff...
i just handle it differnt.
im gonna get help and slowly put my life back to normal, one thing at a time.
well im off.