Oct 26, 2019 19:29
Sometimes it is impossible to forget
the memories will haunt you
even if you try to run from them.
Sometimes it is impossible not to hate
wanting to hurt people and reveal secrets
devastating their lives like they did with yours.
Sometimes it is impossible not to be afraid
when you make yourself vulnerable
only to have someone abuse your deepest fears.
Sometimes it is impossible to forgive
some people don't deserve it
some wrong-doings are too great.
Sometimes it is impossible to trust anybody
it seems that everybody lies or cheats
makes promises they never intend to keep.
Sometimes it is impossible to believe
that maybe I am worthy of love
that I can be someone special.
Sometimes it is impossible to breathe
the wounds cut deep
I feel like I am drowning.
Sometimes it is impossible to understand
why you would say that you loved me
when I meant nothing to you?
Sometimes it is impossible to think
that I will ever love again
but I won't let you break me.
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