Dec 12, 2004 14:36
yea, havent done this in a while, guess not much to say, this weekend didnt do much, went to cafe at the high wit some peoples. yea that was pretty wack, idk just wasnt in the mood i guess. saturday went to joes n chilled wit some old friends, nick h. n his friends were there, hooked up the two xboxs n me opie n joe destroyed nick josh sean n dale. it was really bad, i mean i alone had more kills then their whole team together but yea that was basically the high point of my weekend, im such a loser, so anyways life is just really confusing rite now, caught in between this struggle, n im not sure were im leanin to, some friends constantly accuse me of bein white n bombard me with irational comments which i find to be childish, i should be able to be friends wit whoever i want. then other ppls say i should just deal wit my friends n leave them alone but watever, i just dont feel comfortable wit either of them if its not bein acused and assaulting me n if its not that i feel neglected or just not sure if i fit in or am wanted. oh well, some good news is im movin by january so yea dont know if ill still b goin to new ro, i think it'll make things alot easier for every one if i dont, n for me too i guess....