wat the fuk am i doin ?
its like 2:30 AM n me and gabby have thought up the ingenious idea that we should sneak out of our cribs n go somewere. this was sometime around 12:30 mayb and since i gave my number to gabby(1:00) she singed off and said that shell "brb". no word from her since then. just startin to lose faith n hope in this idea and ask myself wut the fuk am i doin?shes prob already asleep n shit but watever.so anyways im gona stay up till 3 n if she doesnt call or sign on ima feel mad deaded n stupid or foolish 4 even thinking this irrational and poorly constructed plan of hers would work. damn man, girls, cant live with them, cant live without em. great words to live by.so im just sittin tryin to use evry lil bit of energy to try n stay awake. this lj shit is helpin too (thanks face love u)but yea at 3 ima feel deaded like whoa son. cuz i stayed up 4 no reason. oh well the things a guy will do to show a girl he cares.