one.two.three.four.
sharing sheets with your enemies.
laying awake at night seems to be a reoccuring theme with me. laying awake and happy seems to be a long lost memory. those nights are saved from my childhood when i'm waiting for the last day of school to begin, or christmas morning...open eyes and nights like that don't seem to come anymore. now their replaced with something opposite in intent. now i only lay awake to thoughts of insanity and pure saddness. thinking about my uncertain situations or my uncertain tommorows. and it always seems that i'm fighting against all odds to make way for you in my heart. for you in my eyes. and i'm always thinking about you wondering if your thinking about me too. missing me as much as i'm missing you. do you sit up in your bed in the middle of the night and wonder why you just can't close your eyes? i do. i wonder why i'm feeling so lost and so restless; too tired to dream.
so say you'll wait. save me a place beside you in your sheets.
in your house.
in your heart.
laying awake at night seems to be a reoccuring theme with me. laying awake and happy seems to be a long lost memory. those nights are saved from my childhood when i'm waiting for the last day of school to begin, or christmas morning...open eyes and nights like that don't seem to come anymore. now their replaced with something opposite in intent. now i only lay awake to thoughts of insanity and pure saddness. thinking about my uncertain situations or my uncertain tommorows. and it always seems that i'm fighting against all odds to make way for you in my heart. for you in my eyes. and i'm always thinking about you wondering if your thinking about me too. missing me as much as i'm missing you. do you sit up in your bed in the middle of the night and wonder why you just can't close your eyes? i do. i wonder why i'm feeling so lost and so restless; too tired to dream.
so say you'll wait. save me a place beside you in your sheets.
in your house.
in your heart.