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OK lets see..here i am in the University Library, Doing nothing...just waiting for my next class witch is like in another hour. 10:35. Anyway yeah, Thursday i'm going to have this math test, because i sucked at high school math that i have to take it all over again here...without credit may i add. So yeah..i have no idea what my professor was saying..makes me actually wish that i would have listened in High School. But anyway...well whats the point crying over spilled milk...I'll tell you whats the point I could have moved on...but no...Damn it!!!!!! Anyway, everything else seems to be ok. Jessica's Sister Kathy ran away from home 2 nights ago just because she could go and sleep over at her friends house. Young Ones...i tell you..there so...there is actually no word....that is so stupid..i told her gradma that if still acts like a total bitch that she needs to go to bootcamp...or military camp. Because..she is starting to get a huge attitude...and the worst thing about it is...her mom lets her. You see Jessica's mom is "away" right now and won't be back to maybe next Feb. Anyway so her gradmother has legal garden of them till there mother comes back. But...the thing is her grandmother will say something and thier mother calls and says somthing totally different. Which does make everything worse. So i think that Jessicas mom should just give full custody of the kids to the grandmother. She is never there anyway. There grandmother basically did everything. Plus she dosen't help at all. She plans not to get a job cause its so much easyer that way. Yeah right. Just because they get Lone Star and Jessica is able to get all this benifits cause of her condition, she just wants to use the up. But jessica plans to move to her aunts with her mom comes back. and find a job and get ride of all those benifits. Cause she is also able to get housing...but her mother will use that to her advantage...But Jessica is smart...and i know she will get through this. Anyway yeah...Its been 8 months since me and john have been together. Thats like Whoa. I'm happy, and will be even more happy when i move out of this hole and move to Austin. Hopefully with gods help i will get excepted to UT Austin. Honestly, i can't stand being here anymore. Just living at my house gets me crazy, its such an unfair enviorment. AHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I GOT TO GET OUT OF HERE!!!!!!!!!!