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I can't think about anything else. Which defeats the purpose of all of this.
Step one: Psychologist. Start working through my problems. Perhaps it will give me something to think about. Something to write about. Because when I try, my mind blanks.
I bought a journal today. Simple. It was a buck. So I bought two. How do I start writing when I don't know what to say? I guess I'm doing it perfectly fine here. But here there is a perceived audience. Here there is someone to listen. And I can make up what ever the hell I want. I can't with my journal, because I'm only fooling myself.
Not that I frequently mold to an audience, but I change what I'm intending to say, or how I say it based on what it will come acrossed as. I'd rather not do that.
I also can't write in detailed everything I want, because it would just get in the way. It might cause confusion, because I am confused.
I'm going to crochet my scarf now.
Step one: Psychologist. Start working through my problems. Perhaps it will give me something to think about. Something to write about. Because when I try, my mind blanks.
I bought a journal today. Simple. It was a buck. So I bought two. How do I start writing when I don't know what to say? I guess I'm doing it perfectly fine here. But here there is a perceived audience. Here there is someone to listen. And I can make up what ever the hell I want. I can't with my journal, because I'm only fooling myself.
Not that I frequently mold to an audience, but I change what I'm intending to say, or how I say it based on what it will come acrossed as. I'd rather not do that.
I also can't write in detailed everything I want, because it would just get in the way. It might cause confusion, because I am confused.
I'm going to crochet my scarf now.