Venting.... sorry =/

Jul 08, 2006 19:41

I'm not a big fan of new relationships. Especially first ones.

I'm feeling rather upset with a friend lately. I just don't feel she's really thinking. She's in her first relationship ever, which would be fine if he wasn't a douche. They really have nothing in common other than the fact that they are sexually attracted to eachother. Just to give a clue what this guy is like... he carries a gun around every where he goes and loves Anne Coulter. Come on now.

(Speak of the devil; she called while I was typing that. heh)

I think I would be less upset if I didn't feel so strung along. Krissy treats her like shit and she complains about it all the time... but doesn't break it off. Now I'm in town for the weekend (which is less than once a month) and she bails on me tonight to go hang out with this boy that she gets to see everyday. Thats the part that bothers me about new relationships. Just that urge to see them all the time and really not think about the consequences of doing so. I'm usually not to bent out of shape when a friend gets a new boyfriend and sees them all the time, but it hurts my feelings when I'm in town and she just leaves when we are having a get together tonight.

It's a shame, but I worry about our friendship lasting if she goes to this school. Not because she's not going to be with me, but the company that she'll be around. Most of them are tools and have really no other passion in life other than themselves and petty formalities. I don't mean to say that all the people she'll hang out with are like that, but just the general high school group that has seemed to accumulated. And as long as she starts hanging around people like Krissy... the more shes going to adopt these personality traits that I'm not a big fan of.

Well pizza time. Hope I didn't come off entirely like an asshole. I don't feel I conveyed any of that right. Perhaps it's just because I'm unsure how I feel about it entirely.
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